..:: p.m.s; (personal belief, marriages and sex) ::..
Saturday, Oct. 25, 2003 @ 1:45 p.m.
~ the (S)aint is feeling ~ ..:: Mind Circling... ::..~ listening to ~ ..:: mOBSCENE - Marilyn Manson ::..
~ qoute of the day ~ ..:: Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving it, too
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do ::..
hmmm today marks the day where i could have been three years with my previous lover... nothing much to add or say... its just things decided to go this way... where ever you are... my well wishes to you...
no point mourning over expired relationships... the real begining starts here and now...
its seemed ironic cause everytime i add and entry you would notice tat i wasnt listening to marilyn manson often... you might wonder why especially when it comes from one of manson's faithful fan...
no reason actually... to me music is universal.. so i listen wat i want, when i want and where i want... i dont care if you call me a wuss for listening to backstreet boys or westlife... i listen because they have good songs... tats just tat...
anyways the main topic of the day... i would like to discuss about early marriages and PMS... (pre-marital sex)... i heard from many friends of mine tat thier friends are getting married or gotten themselves pregnant... or even worse... they have like a couple of kids already...
its a wonder to think about this kinda things... especially you know your direct friends are getting married and all... honestly it icks me out... the thought of marriage... really chills my spine...
and for those who are pregnant, or got their gurlfriends pregnant... sheesh watever happened to 'safe sex'??? wait i should re phrase tat... it should have been 'SMART sex'... isnt 4 bucks cheap enough to get you outta a lifelong regret? i mean there's so much you can do at this prime age of early adulthood... (yea sex is one thing.. but isnt this the period you should be smart enough not to play with fire, naked?)
..:: when i said "we", i know i meant "me"
and when i said "sweet" i mean "dirty"...
(slutgarden - marilyn manson) ::..
not matter wat... you guys will always have it the way you want...(different strokes for different folks) but always remember... sex is good... but dont over do it... cos many young ppl nowdays overlooked the power of sex
anyways back to reality... too much of this educational discussion will just bore the audience out...
edward came back from china on tuesday.. he starts work later tonight... even so.. i've got the bad news tat he couldnt buy the fags i asked for... well wasnt his fault... he did ask the salesperson whether he could buy and bring in singapore... i dont want him to be in trouble for buying such stuff...
yeah the good news from him was he's married... everything's fine and settled... and the only thing tat scares my ass off right this moment is marriage... i can never imagine me settling down and have a family of my own... especially in a country like singapore... where most malays are conservatives and all... they wont accept ppl like me to roam around freely... i'm pretty sure i will appear in the malay newspaper one day for my mindset and the way i think about life... and yes, to be frank, im a Atheist and im proud of it (condemn me to hell for all i care!)... the only thing that makes me feel uneasy is the fact tat im a born malay...
too much religious issues and all.. so confusing... well watever it is... let's just see wat the future holds for me...
..:: Your freedom's not free of dumb
This depression is great
The deformation age
They'll know my name
(mOBSCENE - marilyn manson) ::..
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